Its pretty clear by the melodrama that you are trying to get the attention of others, and hoping to be cottled into staying active on Newgrounds. I imagine you are going to get a reaction, but not the one you were after. I don't mean to be offensive, but surely you understand that the quitters attitude will get you nowhere fast. Everyone loses, the people who suck it up play over and over until they win end up as contenders and eventually winners... The rest go down as wannabe's. What do you want to be?